Mountains Move Misfits

Mountains and Valleys, God Moves this Misfit to serve, Send Me!

I woke up this morning and looked in the mirror and saw a mountain. Some of you may understand the concept, others overlook it. I, myself am a I mountain I keep asking God to move, but forget I have to help Him move this mountain. Just think, to climb a mountain you have to take each step carefully and one at a time to get on top of that mountain, so how do you change yourself and make yourself the best version of you.

How do you know which path to take to really trust His plan is perfect for you? I close my eyes and right now in this moment that is exactly how I feel. Obedience intensifies the depth of my faith and opens my eyes to the possibilities God is calling me to, I used to be so consumed in fear for a adventure in honesty and humility that I ran to whatever would keep me distracted to serve God with every ounce of my soul. Revealing that statement breaks my heart but how am I to serve Christ without being vulnerable and willing to speak my truth on the pages He has set before me to fill? I have learned in my lifetime it is not about me, it is all about that one who got away from the ninety nine and needs to hear about the healing power of Jesus and how there is hope even in the pit of despair and fear.

So I look in the mirror and have thoughts, will I ever move my own mountain? I have to stop playing God and trying to make my way work because my track history proves I am not qualified for His job because I am not as powerful as He. Somedays knowing that detail can infuriate me or give me peace, but it depends on my spirituality of how I will handle the situations in my life. If I do not stay in His word, pray, and have accountability my spirituality will take a toll and damage is right around the corner by my own two hands and destructive mind. I know today my hearts cry is in any circumstance I am called to live out. I hit my knees and praise Him singing out, it is well with my soul and knowing in my heart that the God who can move mountains can move me. Today, He uses this messy loving Jesus woman who is all over the place sometimes misfit and change who I used to be to the miracle I am today. My passion is to reach the ones who are lost and don’t think there is hope or don’t know how to live to help see there is a reason to live and love is to be found and felt. Sometimes you must lose everything by searching for who you are to find out the reasons why you are alive in the first place and that is to serve. I never understood the meaning behind mountains and serving until my perspective changed drastically and opened my eyes to how we are called to live how Jesus lived. Living without judgement, gossip, and fighting for others and loving them regardless and offering forgiveness are all versions of grace and help move mountains in this masterpiece we live in. Everyday I live and let Him guide my steps He is moving this mountain in front of me and I am excited to look up to the stars and say, “Send Me!”

So I challenge you to look in the mirror and see if you are your mountain. What is holding you back from becoming the best version of yourself? A job, a relationship, fear, or finances? Anything can hold you back from living the life God called you to live but have you ever prayed about it and not only prayed but been obedient to listen to His guidance? I dare you to take a chance on your dreams and search your soul for your true calling. God can move any mountain, but we have to ask for help to move the mountain inside us. I am just a misfit who is on a journey offering hope, grace, love, and truth. My life is His vessel. I don’t understand why He chose me, but I don’t ask why anymore. Today, I walk out my faith one step at a time. So, let me finish this with a question, are you willing to say, “ Send me” or “Forget me? Both can make a drastic change in this world today. Please understand and here’s the hard truth, it’s free will, you chose.